Fallen Angel

Didnt Blog For Ages....

2005-04-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

Don't know why today just feel very down,
didn't message him the whole day~ was thinking dont always message him
if not later he think I very irritating..
than jus now after work suppose to go Toa Payoh with alice,
but don't know why suddenly no mood to go,
so in the end I went to Plaza Singapura by myself..
walked around for awhile, don't know why my mind keep thinking of alot of things
but I also don't know what is going on with myself...
I went to Music Junction to see if there is any new CDs out,
was thinking of buying either Twins, FIR or Vivian's new CD..
in the end i bought Vivan's new Cd.. really love her new song called Hen Hen Ai..
than reached home came online for awhile, than I watched the 9pm show on Channel 8,
it was the last episode, so sad... I cried, than after the show was online till now..
cant sleep, talked to coreen online and over the phone..
finally saw him online, but don't know why now I feel so down...
feel like crying out.. as i am typing this I am listening to Li Sheng Jie's Shou Fang Kai..
very nice song..Coreen just went to bed..I think its my turn~ good night everyone..

To YOU: We dont know each other long, but I dont wish to get anything in return from you~
even though I told you I like you,
I know very clearly that you won't like someone as UGLY and FAT like me..
but all I want you to know is that no matter what I will still care for you like always...

dUnNo tO bE hApPy oR sAd~

2005-03-25T00:45:00.000+08:00

tOdAy aS uSuAL sTaRtEd My DaY at WoRk~
1st pArT oF tHe dAy wAs GoinG oN FiNe~
bUt sOmEtHiNG HaPpEnD iN thE aFtErNoOn~
sOmEoNe ScOlDeD mE FoR nO faRkinG rEaSOn~
i WaS bUsY oPenIng LeTtEr wHeN tHaT pErSoN iNtErCom Me~
i PiCkED uP tHe PhOne thAn hIs 1St SeNtEnCe WaS..
"DoN't PaSs anY uNwAnTeD cAllS tO mE.."
tHaN i SaId "hUh? tOdAy i DiN ReCeIvE anY oF yoUr CaLlS.."
hE AsKeD "wHo aNsWeReD tHe caLl JuSt NoW?"
I saY "It WaS Me.. bUt i DiN geT aNy oF yOuR CalLz ToDaY.."
ThaN hE aSkED "wHo hANdLeZ tHe In-CoMIng CalLz.."
i SaId "Me laH" tHaN hE sAy "Ya~ sO itS yOu~"
tHan He PuT dOWn The PhOnE~
So DaMn fReaKiN' PiSSeD off LoR~ nOt My ProBleM lOr~
sO aNgRY tHat i CrIeD iN tHe oFFiCe~

aCtUaLlY wAnTeD to cAnCeL tHe MoVie DaTe WitH esTa~
bUt dIn wANt tO gO HoMe~ So i WeNt OuT iN tHe ENd (thank godness i did go..)..
MeT uP wIth EstA aT bUgIs JuNctIoN's MoS bUrGeR~ tHaN wAlKeD to ThE CiNiEmA~
tHaN wEnT tO gEt ThE TiCkEtS~
tHaN weNt InTo ThE CiNeMa~
eStA SuDdEnLy ToLd Me ThaT sTePhEn FuNg wAs In TowN
tO pRoMoTe ThE MOvIe~ So wAs KinDa WoNDeRiNg wOUlD hE ComE~
tHaN aT tHe pLaCe We SaT thErE wErE aRoUnD 8 ReSeRvEd sEaTs..
tHaN wAs WoNdErInG iS He rEaLlY ComInG~
SuDdEnLy!!! He rEaLlY CaMe WiTh GillIaN (frOm TwIns)..
hE sO hAnDSoMe + sHe So PreTtY!~
LuCkY i WeNt HaHa~
tHan thEY saT aT thE PlaCe In FrOnt oF uS~ haHa~
eSta kePt AsKInG wHy dAnIeL wU dIn ComE~ hehe~
eNjOyEd ThE ShoW.. vERy NiCe~ ReComMeNd YoU aLl To WatCh
<>...

bOrEd DaY~

2005-03-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

mE, MySeLf n I

ToDaY~ aFtEr WoRk CoMe hOmE nOtHiNg tO dO~

tHaN tOoK a PiCtUre of MySeLf~ HaHa~

nOt nIcE laH tHis PiC~ i nEvEr LiKeD tHe PiCs i TaKe oF MysElF~

CoS nO skIlLz De~ =P

MiSsInG YoU bADlY~

mEt Up wItH eX-CoLlgUe

2005-03-22T12:54:00.000+08:00

aS uSuAL.. mOrNiNg, MeT uP wIth aLiCe..
WeNt tO bUy Mc BrEaKfAsT!!!
ThAn HeAdeD tO wOrK..
wOrK!!wOrK!!
ThAn LuNcHtImE!!! (rEcEiVeD a SmS)
iT wAs fROm I-WeEkLy, i WoN mYsElF a PaIr Of TiCkEt To ThE mOvIe "HoUsE oF FuRy"..
mY cOlLgUe aNd FrIeNd AsK mE tO aSk HiM tO gO wIf Me~
BuT~~~~~ doN't WaNt LaH~ SuDdeNlY gEt ReJeCt~
tHaN coNt. WoRk!!!WoRk!!!WoRk!!!WoRk!!!
WoRk tILl 6.30pm tHaN hEaDeD tO bOoN KeNg KFC
wItH sTeLlA n aLiCe.. MeT uP wItH aN eX-CoLlgUe
JeRlYn Hu~~~ tHaN tAlK tIlL ArOuNd 8pLuS
tHaN rEaCh hOme ArOuNd 8.30pm
ThAn CaMe OnLinE~
MSN, TaLkeD tO hIm~ AsK hIm iF hE gOiNg OuT? ToLd Me He WaS tIrEd
AsKed HiM nOt To Go OuT fOr ToDaY.. tHaN hE sAy Kk (BuT dUnNo dId He Go OuT!!)
hE sKiPpeD lUnCh bEcAuSe WaS tOo BuSy~ (PoOr ThIng *HeArTpAiN*)
AfTeR tHaT aRoUnD 10 pLuS wEnT tO bEd~ -,-ZzZzZ

cOmP oK le!!!

2005-03-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

tOdAy sUnDaY~ sIaN sUnDaY aGaIn~
mOrNiNg WaKe Up~ tHaN nO cOmPuTeR tO uSe
wEnT uPsTaIrS tO mY nEgIgHbOuR's HoUsE~
gOt ThE wInDoWz XP cD-rOm tHaN rE-FoRmAt My CoMp~
nOw Ok Le~ rE-DoWnLoAdeD eVeRyThInG~
nO cOmPuTeR rEaLlY vErY sIaN~ hAhA~

CoMpUtEr CrAsH~

2005-03-14T17:41:00.000+08:00

HeY alL~ I wOnT bE aBLe tO cOmE oNlInE tHeSe FeW dAyZ (MaYbE mOnThS)
BeCoS~ My sTuPiD aCeR cOmPuTeR bROkEdOwN sUdDeNlY..
i GiVe Up On RePaIrIng It, So I wiLl Be GeTtInG a NeW cOmP sOOn..
wIlL bE pLaNNiNg to GeT a ComP frOM acEr BeCos CheApEr..
bUt WhEn I wIlL gEt i WuN kNoW beCaUsE nEeD tO pLaN aLl My mOneY 1st~

AnYwAy, If yOu aLl WaNnA cOntACt Me, CaN WaiT FOr Me To COmE oNlinE aFTer WoRk,
Or MayBe YOu aLL CaN DrOP Me A EmAiL k~
hOPe To geT my coMp sOOn~ (WiLL oNly LogIn MSN WhEn i aM iN oFFiCe~)...
AnD I wUn bE aBlE tO uPdAtE oFTen.. SoRRy~

ShOpPiN' aGaIn~

2005-03-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

tOdAy wOkE uP aRoUnd 10am,
tHaN rEcEiVeD aLiCe'S sMs AsKiNg mE wHeRe Me WaNnA gO tOdAy..
bEcAuSe lAst NiGhT asK hEr If ToDAy WaNnA gO oUT,
tHan i wAnTeD tO gO tOwN tO geT pReZzIe fOr mY mUm..
BuT aLiCe WanTeD tO Go ToA PaYoh tHaN gO bUgIs..
sO wE mEeT uP aT bOoN keNg MRT tHan tOok At BuS To ToA PayOh..
ThAn aLicE wEnT to BuY heR stRawz..
tHaN i wEnT tO s&K tO bUy a ToP tHe ToP CoSt me Only $5~ sO chEaP~
aFTeR ThaT wE tOook 240 (CaB) tO bUgiS..
tHan We wEnT tO SeIyU fOR a WaLk wEnT tO thE BuM eQuIpT. DePt.
ThAn BoUgHt a SpEgiTtIe StrAp TOp fOr $18.60,
ThAn wENT tO tHe EdGe FoR a WaLk ThAn afTer thAt HeadEAD to PS..
WaLkeD ARouNd aLiCe BouGhT a GlASs BoTTlE tO pUt heR hEaRtS..

Oh yaH tALking aBouT tHe HearTs..
i CHanGed mY TarGeT tO 9,999 hoPe tHAt i Can maKe iT By SePt 30th...
JIA YOU~~ wIsH Me GoOd LuCk!!!
ThE sOnG tHaT iS PlaYinG NoW i wHat i wAnNa teLl yoU~
If YoU dO cOmE tO mY bLoG..
PleAsE dO taKe tiMe To ListEn tO thE lyrIcS~~

ShoPpIn' @ BiShAn~

2005-03-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

aS uSuAL tOdAy wEnT tO wOrk~
vErY sIaN LoR, tOdaY oFfIcE sO qUiEt~
fInIsheD mY uSuAl WoRk,
tHaN sTarTed FoLdIng My sTraW heaRts aGaIn..
tOday DiD oNly 65 heArTs.. StIlL gOt ToNs To Go..
JiA YoU~~~~~ i WaNnA dO 1,000 By ThiS MoNth~
gOt MeSsGe HIm In tHe AfTERnOon,
WanteD to heLp HiM FiNd A RemOvAl TooL tO reMovE ThE virUs frOm HiS COmP...
bUt hE AlReADy ReMoveD iT uSiNg Spyware Doctor (I AsKed hiM tO DowNLoaD iT laSt NitE..)..
tHan GoT aSk Him If HIs PhOne Ok Le mAh? He SaY nOt YeT, BuTtOnS StiLl SpoIlT...

tHaN toDaY mY "SiStA" waS iN a BeTa MoOd..
ShE LeT Me UsE tHe OfFicE CoMp aFteR WoRk,
BuT I oNly usED iT tO lIstEN tO mUsiC, CoS wAnnA FoLd My HeaRTs (MoRe Impt.)..
anYwAy AFTeR WoRk, My MuMmY DeAReSt caMe to pIck me Up..
tHaN wE wEnt To JuNcTion 8 @ BiShAn FoR a WalK & deVeLope PictUreS..
aFTeR deVeLoPinG PiCs We WEnT To ChArLes & KeIth fOr A waLk..
TheY weRe HavInG sAle So WeNt In ThaN BoUgHt a PaIr Of HeEl SlIpPeR..
FINALLY!! i BoUGht a C & K HeEl sLiPpER~ gOinG To WeAr It To WoRk Tml~
WaNna WeAR It WitH mY BySi StRaIghT CuT PanTs.. hehe

TomORrOW WiLl Be AnoTher BoRiNg DaY~

aNoThEr BoRiN' DaYx~

2005-03-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

ToDay NoThInG mUcH tO bLoG
aS uSuAL wEnT tO WoRk~
tHaN gOt tOdAy GoT sMs HiM gOoD aFtErNoOn..
tHaN tOLd HiM nO nEeD rEpLy cOz i KnOw HiS hP bUtTOn SpOIlT..
DuN wAn HiM sO xIn kU... tHaN gOt TeLl hIm dUn bZ tIlL fOrGet LuNch..
tHaN wHeN fInIsH aLl My wOrK tHaN sTaRtEd tO dO tHe StRaW heArTs
wAnNa Do 5120 hEaRts B4 sEpTeMbEr~ HehHeh waNnA kNow WhY?
AsK mE lAh~ =P

aFtER wOrK hEaDeD hOmE..
tHaN hAd DinNeR.. tHaN waTCh TV tILl NoW thAn OnLIne..
hEhHEhHE.. ToDaY aBit HaPpY + aBiT TirEd..

_-= {~mY wOrSt DaY~} =-_

2005-03-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

ToDaY mOrNiNg, WeNt To bOoN kEnG @ 8am tO mEeT aLiCe...
tHaN hEaDeD oFf To tAkE bUs To WoRk~
ReAcH oFfIce.. aS uSuAL sHe bLaCk-FaCe...
ThAn StArTeD tO dO mY ThIngX~ MoRnInG DiN MeSsAgE HiM,
BeCaUsE ScArEd He ToO bUzY...
aRoUnD aFtErNoOn MeSsAGeD hIm, BuT dIn GeT aNy RePly..
ThAn eVeNiNg aFtEr FiNiSheD SoRtInG tHe LetTeRs,
i MeSsAgEd hIm gOoD eVeNiNg.. tHaN wAiTEd fOr AwHiLe
tHaN hE mEsSaGeD Me SaYiNg ThaT hIs HanDpHoNe BoTtOn SpOiLt..
tHaN i StArTed WoNdeRiNG, DoEs ShE aLreAdY kNow SoMeThIng WaS wRonG wItH hIs HanDPhONe
bEcAuSe i HeArD hEr CalLiNg SinGteL aBoUt A SpOIlt phOne..
mAyBe I tHInk ToO MuCh lAh~ BuT wHeNeVeR i ThiNK oF It I wIlL FeEl lIke CrYinG Out!!
*dOn'T tELl mE i'M JeaLouS*.. UnTIl NoW I hAve No MoOd LeH...

AfTeR wOrK weNt To tOa PaYoH FoR a WaLk.. WeNt To BuY a Cd n a VCD SeT..
nOw WatChInG tHe VCD.. HaHahHAhahA..
aNyWaY.. WoN'T wAnT tO thInK mUcH aBoUt LurVe Le LaH~
It aLwAyS FaIlS fOr Me~ i WaS aLwAyS wOnDeRiNg..
Is It ThaT hARD to LiKe SomOne LikE mE?? JuS bECauSe I aM nOt As GoOD LooKiNg As tHe oTher GalZ?
LeT Me TeLl YoU.. I aM mE~ I wOn"t ChaNgE FoR The SaKe Of AnyOne..
I wIlL oNlY Do ThaT wHen I ThINk YoU ArE WoRtH mY ChaNgE OkAy?
iF YoU caN't AcCPeT Me FoR wHO I aM thAn FoRgEt It~

BoRiNg SuNdAy~

2005-02-27T21:10:00.000+08:00

ToDaY sO bOrInG... StaYeD aT hOme PraTicAllY tHe WhOle DaY
OnLy sTepPeD oUt foR aWhIle...
MoRnInG WakE uP wEnT tO mArKeT tO hAvE bReaKfAsT~
tHaN wEnT HoMe~ AfTeR tHaT wEnT tO ReAd ThE NewSpApEr..
SmSeD hIm GoOd AfTeRnoOn, BuT DiDn'T GeT A RepLy..
So SaDdDd.... sAw AdVeRt AboUt DoG AdOpTIon.. AsKeD mY MuM tO ReaD It..
iT waS at ThE aNimAl ReSoRt... aT fIrSt DiN kNoW ThE pLaCe..
UntIl ReACh ThErE ThaN NoTiCe Why ThE pLaCe So FaMilIaR..
ReMeMbeReD i LaSt ChASed ZhAnG sHaN weI ToO ThIs PlACe..
WeNt In To HaVe A wAlK BuT iT WaS RaInInG So FreAkiNg HeaViLiY...
So OnLy WeNt In FoR AwHiLe...

AfTeR ThaT HeAdEd HoMe.. CaMe OnLine..
SaW HiM oNLiNe.. MeSsAgEd HiM hI, He RePlIeD Me LaTe...
So i WeNt To wAtCh TV.. By tHe TImE I CAme bACk To My ComP.
He WeNt OfFlIne Le.. *cRieS*... WonDeRinG iF hE iS AvOiDiNg Me *sObz*..
MaYbE I tHink tOoO MuChiE.. *HoPe So LaH..*

WaS ReAdInG ShArOn's BloG.. GoT a FeELin' tHaT She's In LuRvE..
MesSaGeD HeR In MSN.. aNd.. YeS, TruE EnoUgh My GueSs waS RiTe..
ReAlLy ENvY HeR.. ShE KnoWs HoW To ExPreSs HeRseLf So WeLl..
BuT wHat AbOuT Me? I haVe No ConFiDencE iN mYselF..
So I KnOw If I ConTiNue LikE ThAt I wIlL NevER geT WhaT i waNt..
ItS EiTher I GiVe It My AlL or ForgEt aBout THe WhOle DamN tHing..

AnD aS i Am WrIting ThiS.. He JuSt CaMe OnLinE..
WoN'T MesSaGe HiM iN CaSe He FeeLs I am A VerY IrriTatinG GirL..
WiLL Be SuRFiNg The NeT aNd ChatTIng WItH mY OtHEr PalZ...

wHoLe DaY iN OfFiCe...

2005-02-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

ToDaY aS UsUAL WeNt To wOrK In THe EaRLy MoRnIng..

mY CoLlGue DiN taLK To Me beCauSe YesterDay I diN RePlY her SmS..

MeSSgeD HIm GoOd MoRNiNg

ThAn AFTeR WoRK wEnT tO koPiTiAm HaD LuNCh With JoelYn, ALIce theY alL..

AfTeR ThaT WeNt tO PuRcHasEr's OfFiCe to UsE COmP..

wEnT On MsN.. SaW KeNn n HiM OnLIne..

MeSsGed KeNn ThAn ToLd HiM AbOuT WHat ThE V-BiTch TOld CyN

*LaSt NiGHt WaS oN tHe PHoNe WiTh CyN* ThAn KeNn AlSo VerY AnGrY..

I aLSO CaNt beLievE wHat ThE V-BiTCh SaIde WaS ReaLlY SaId BY Her..

BeCauSe whEN i 1sT KNOw HeR shE LiKed keNn AlOt.. NoW ShE ChanGeD To lIke The PuSsY caT.. AnYWaY nONe Of My FuCkInG BusInesS.. aS LoNg As shE DoeSn'T MeSS wITh Me..

ChaTte WItH kenN TiLl He WeNt oUT.. tHaN i SuRfed thE NeT tIlL aroUnd 3.30 - 4pm ThAn WeNt To The aDmIn oFfIcE witH aLiCe.. ThaN HaD SOme SnACkS wHIle WAiItiNg FoR OuR MD's Sect tO PaCk up tHaN wE wEnT OfF...

oN Our wAY tO thE BuS STOp I sMSed HIm GoOd AfTerNoOn..

ThaN He RePlIed SaMe tO YoU, I rePlIed I JuSt leFt OfIce..

hE RePlIeD So Late? i rePlied "Ya.. waiT FoR My CoLLgue.. seE yOu oNlIne TOniGHt.."

ThAn He rePlLieD I wUn be GoIng hoMe toNIGht.... I asKeD If he waS GoInG CluBbiNg,

He repLied No.. AfTeR ThaT i StOpPeD MeSsGIng HiM cOs SCareD he WiLl FiNd Me VeRy IrRitatIng..

ReACh HoMe Le I CaMe OnLIne tO PaRK My MsN.. ThaN WeNT FoR My EvEniNing Nap... wOkE Up ThaN CaMe OnLIne ChatTed WIth Cyn ... tHan waTChed LaVendeR FoR thE 2Nd TiMe.. WatCheD TIll 3am thAn WeNt tO BeD...

B4 SleEPiNg SeNd HiM a MMS and A SmS.. buT DiN GeT a RePlY frOm BotH..

Didn'T bLoG FoR aLoNg tImE~

2005-02-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

wAh~ dIn kNow I diN bLog fOr AgeS aLreAdy~
aLsO dUn knOw HoW to sTarT!!!
maYb i'll JusT cOmE stRaigHt to chiNeSe nEw YeaR..

weLL.. mY faMily n mE only wEnT vIsiTinG foR 1 DaY~
wE wenT to My aUnt's plAc3 tO hAve LunCh.. aS uSuAL La..
sAw aLl mY rElAtIves tHan goT rEd PacKetS,
iF yA'll waNna knOw tHe aMt.. ask mE laH~ hAhhA~

waHz aFteR CnY 1St dAy frOm 2Nd Day tIll tHe eNd oF my HoLidAy
I haVe bEeN sTayinG aT hoMe..
waS sO haPpY tO geT baCk to Work~

yeSterDay, aFtEr WoRk weNt tO meEt My mUm..
we wEnT tO pLaZa SinGaPurA fOr foOd,
I aTe CoRoCan beNto wIth suGaR caNe JuIce by MysIde
and mY muM haD sOme Kueh kueH witH cOffeE by hErsiDe..
aFter fooD we WenT foR a WalK..
thaN we Saw that Mphsis waS hAvin' TheIr aNnuaL saLe..
sO we WenT in For A WalK.. I boUght a LonG tubE toP
aNd My Mum BouGhT a Spegettie stRap ToP..
aFteR ThaT wE HeaDed To WatSonS to Buy New Nail PolisH
i BoughT a New ZA Top & BaSe CoAt AnD a PinK nAil ColOur
My MuM BouGht a GliTtEr nAil CoLouR~
afTer fInsh BuyIng Our StuFfS we wenT HomE~
I staRted WatChing .. veRy tOUchiNg sTorY
tHiS shOw Very LonGtIme aGo Le, I noW thAn WatcH
HahHa aBit BaCkdaTed.. BuT wHo CaRes? hHAhA~
As I WaS WaTcHing The ShoW i paiNteD mY NaILz

ToDay, mY aUnt n CouSinS Came OveR tO my PlaCe
thAn wE hAd yU sHeNg and LunCh~
aFteR thAt heAdEd To My AunT's PlaCe AgaiN~
wEnt To Pray ThaN saT doWn foR aWhilE~
aFteR thaT i hEaDed To KinO tO cOLleCT e BooK i ReServeD
*K-one's Heaven & Hell* i AlSo bOuGhT anOtHer BoOk *0.6's BoOK*
aFteR thAt tOok a MRT to Plaza SinGaPuRa foR a WaLk...
aRouNd 5pm heaDeD hOmE.. thAN wAtchEd LavEndeR tIll Now..
As I aM TyPiNg tHis I am WatChing The ShoW..
So TouChinG *CrYing*...
WeLl, ShAlL GeT BacK to My ShOw..
wIlL uPdAte bLog aS muCh AS i CaN~~~

siAn~

2005-02-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

ToDaY wEnt tO woRk as UsuaL, tHan vErY tiRed..
CoMe homE sLeeP tiLL aRounD 10+.. WokE up tO waTch pI Li HuO wIf mY muM~
sO sAd xIng sU laN gO kiLL WeN ChoNg's mUm n DaD and KiDnaPpEd YonG HuI
cAN't waiT tO waTCh neXt WeeK's shOW~
tHan aFteR the shoW I caMe oNlinE cheCked/CleaR my eMail InbOx...
waS cHattinG wiTh somE pAlz, thAn viSited my friEndSteR aCcounT
reCeiveD 2 TesTimonAlz n 1 mEssagE
tHaN wEnt To watCh aBit of E-News (wOw.. goT my zHen YuAn ChaNg)
thAn wAtCh fInIsh le.. thaN goT noThinG to Do than tooK my HanNah CreaM
drEw sOme StuFf On mY hanD (as shOWn In tHe PictUre..)
tHan NoW coMe upDate my BloG...

HopE yOu aLl wILL LiKe my NeW BloG...
ChinEsE nEw YeaR ComIng Le..
wiSh eVerYone A HapPy cHineSe NeW yEaR~~

New Blog For The New Year~

2005-01-18T21:18:00.000+08:00

HeY eVeRyOnE~ iTz Me JaZ~
MaKiNg A NeW bLoG fOr ThE nEw YeaR~
HapPy 2005 EvErYoNe~

2004-12-19T13:34:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 10am today~ than came online to see who is online~ than went to watch TV, shower than called toko, to see if she was awake... than she say that she had to go over to her teacher's house to collect her DV as it was with him~ actually was suppose to meet her at Bishan, but changed location beacuse from her house got direct bus to Bishan.. than she tell me that when she leave home that she call me~ than after that she called me but I didn't hear my phone ring.. so I called back~ than she say she was leaving in 5 mins time~ than I was already dressed up and ready to go~ so I waited for about 10mins b4 I left home.. than when I reach her house's bus-stop I called her~ than guess wat? when I reached I called toko, but she was still at home~ so she suggested that we went over to her teacher's place together to collect the DV~ went over to her teacher's place.. she went in to sit down talk abit with him~ than after that we went to eat around that area~ than by the time we finish it was already 3pm... so we took a cab down to Bishan because we wanted to develope pictures for the guyz and for Sharon too... than when we reached Bishan we went to develope pics than we walked pass a sweet shop than we bought 6 Chocolate wrapped Roses (actually toko saw 1st~ than she tell me very cute than i noticed it).. we bought 6 (3 Pink 3 Blue) for the 6 of them~ than we also went to buy envelopes so that we could put their pictures into the envelope to pass to them~ we did all the packing of the stuffs in the MRT as it was a very long journey from bishan to Jurong East...

After buying the envelope it was quiet late already.. we thought by the time we reach IMM their event would have already started.. but in the end when we reached IMM we asked the Information Counter the girls said it was at 5.00pm.. we were like wAH! we rush down than the thing starts at 5.. hahahaha.. than we went to the main stage area to stand~~ guess wat~ we stand 1st row~ than the 1st row was like SO close to the stage lor~ i even put my board and presents on the stage while the 6 of them were on stage~ than they had 2 groups of fans performing their songs on stage~ 1st group was Serene they all~ than 2nd group was veronica they all~ haha when veronica perform I distrubed her, I took out Ah Wen's picture than let her see~~ she nearly went mad~ hahaha dunno if the guyz saw but dun care~ hahaha~ after that when the guyz were giving prizes to the winners of the singing contest (everyone won).. I gave out my presents to them~ than they were choosing 3 people to go on stage to play gamex with them than I didn't want to because too pai seh~ what the game was about was Xiao Ren, DDWho n AL was suppose to be blind-folded and Ah Long, Ah Wen and Xiao Xiang was to take 1 of the girl's hand and ask them to touch any part of the Blind-folded memeber's body than after that the 3 memebers who were blind folded was to guess who touched them~ Xiao Ren and DDWho guessed wrongly~ only AL's answer was correct~

After finishing the game~ it was time to celebrate Xiao Ren's birthday~ they brought the birthday cake on stage~ than everyone sang a happy birthday song to xiao ren~ than he cut the cake~ after that the host invited Van Fan to go on stage than 6 plus went off after that~ than after that event me n sharon rushed down to Clark Quay as we had another event to attend.. which was the Sly & Taufik event~ haha~ this event really very HIGH~

When we reached clark quay, we lined up with Ting, Brander they all... wah really alot of people already wor~ than we stand at a very good position as we didn't need to raise our head till too HIGH to see the idolz.. they were performing on the 2nd level... than when Sly came out.. I was just listening to his performance.. than after that taufik came out~ than I shout until like mad lor~ hahaha~ my friendz say my shouting is really very powerful~ haha~ than when sly came out together with taufik again.. this time I help sharon shout~ SLY! SHARON LOVE YOU~ than I point to sharon.. than sly heard than he also point to her (sharon was smilling so widely~~~) than after that they picked 2 winners for the Nokia Handphone.. and they had the x'mas song singing contest.. after that the host asked Taufik and Sly to say something to their fanz~ than sly said abit of something which I didn't hear properly~ but I know he ended off with a "Ting, I love you.. Sharon, I Love You Toooo...." than sharon laughed hahaha~~ than after that we all left the pub to go outside to wait for the 2 guyz~ than we saw Adeline they all in their van~ some of them came down for a walk than some of them were still in the van slacking~ we actually saw 4158 (sly n taufik's van) earlier when we arrived.. than when we came out the van went missing~ haha~ we didn't know where they were.. than we went walking all around Clark Quay just to find them~ instead we saw Daphane with her Uncle... took picture with Daphane.. than we waitied in front of the Pub again.. than we saw Steph.. she talked to us abit~ than we heard that they receieved a call from their friend i think~ than they ran off.. some of us we running after them~ than after that we lost them because we saw them than we ran but after that they stopped than they ran again we were stupid enough not to follow lor~ true enough sly and taufik already left the venue... after that we were quiet sian already~ than sharon asked if we wanted to go M Hotel to wait for 6 plus because now that taufik and sly was gone no point waiting at Clark Quay anymore~ so we 4 took a cab down to M Hotel than we saw quiet alot of familiar faces there.. but we 1st went to the back of the hotel to look for veron they all~~ than we went to 7-11 to buy food and drinks as we were very hungry.. after finishing our food.. we headed back to M Hotel to contiune waiting for the guyz~ Sharon they all waited inside the hotel while I waitied at the back of the hotel with veron they all~~ we waiting until around mid-nite 12.30 than they came back~ sooo happy to see xiao ren, held his hand until went inside the hotel.. than everyone was talking to him this and that~ than I took picture with him 1st than went to Ah Wen took a picture and hugged him~ after that finially saw DDwho.. than went to approach him (b4 someone does...) than took picture with him.. than took for Sharon and Shu Ting.. haha~ DDwho really talk very soft~ asked him to sign my book cover for me than he drew a drawing of himself~ haha so happy its 1 of a kind.. after that approached Ah Long for a picture~ than after that wanted to go off to talk to Xiao ren more~ than b4 that I told sharon to "Protect" her DDwho~ than I went of to look for xiao ren~ than was standing there listening to him talking to the other fanz~ than after that I told him that I won't be able to send them off tomorrow hope to see them real soon.. than he jus smiled and said Ok~ after that everyone went up to their rooms than we went back home~! everyone had a smile on their faces (while some were frowning....)

Xiao Ren's Birthday Celebration @ Hotel~

2004-12-18T13:38:00.000+08:00

Today as usual, went to work in the morning.. actually finish work at 1pm but waited for toko to call me by the time leave office 2.30pm - 2.40pm le~ than called wai ying to look for veron.. asked veron to help me ask Xiao Ting Jie if we could help Xiao ren celebrate his birthday at the hotel lobby~ than veron asked me if I was going for the 6 plus event at ACS.. than I told her I had no tickets, than she say that she have so I took 2 tickets from her because toko was with me~ than I meet up with toko at Eunos MRT than took a MRT to dover than took bus 14 to ACS. Meet up with veron at the main door... than went in to queue with the FC.. than after waiting for awhile they let us into the hall~ we were finding proper seats so that we could get a good view of the boyz, We seat in the middle 5th or 6th row.. quiet close~ than I was looking for the Ah Long board that they had~ I held the board throughout the whole performance... so happy Ah Long saw me.. than he came off stage to walk around the place.. than he shaked my hand *screams*.. after the ACS event was over me and toko headed over to town to buy a cake and a card for Xiao Ren as yesterday was his birthday, we bought a fruit cake from Bengawan Solo and a card from Cards'N'Such. After that we headed over to their hotel as it was already getting late, when we were on our way to their hotel I called Yi jie ask her if she was going to their hotel, than she say that she not going to their hotel she at home watching TV.. than she say that 6 plus jus finish performing (luckily we already at Hotel Lobby when she said that).. than I called wai ying, than she say that she will tell me the exact location when she knows where it is~ so we wait for about 1/2 hr to 45mins.. than we saw a maxi cab stop at the taxi stand in front of the hotel than we notice that the boyz were back.. than I was so excited.. I went up to Xiao Ting Jie than ask her if can "Borrow" Xiao Ren awhile because we want to cut cake than take pictures and stuff~~ than Xiao Ren saw me than he called my name "Siew Ru" (actually its Xiao Ru in chinese).. hehehehe.. I was in shock.. than I told him that I bought a cake for him for his birthday... than he was happy but we had to wait awhile because he wanted to take pictures with all the other 6 plus memebers + their fanz. than we already light up the candle... waited for him for awhile than we notice that the "6" candle that we bought was already melting so we deceided to blow off the fire because xiao ren was taking along time~ than after he came over we re-light the candle than we sang him a happy birthday song.. than he made 3 wishes if I am not wrong the 1st wish was that everyone would keep supporting 6 plus.. 2nd wish was that their 2nd album will have good sales.. than the 3rd he'll keep it in his heart... than I took a picture of him cuting the cake.. than me and toko took a picture with him together + the cake also~ after that he went up with Xiao Ting Jie.. than after that we thought they would come down and take the cake from us.. but in the end it was Xiao Ting Jie and Xiao Gao come down to take the cake from us~ than they brought it up for them.. they say that Xiao ren asked them to come down to take the cake up for them~

Today is the happiest day of my life~ can't imagine that I could actually celebrate Xiao Ren's birthday for him~ I thought it would be a dream~~ but today was really a dream come true~~

Would like to thanks : Toko, Xiao Ting Jie, Xiao Gao for letting all this happen~~ may all your wishes and dreams all come true tooo~~ love ya'll~~

Taufik Madness!~

2004-12-17T13:27:00.000+08:00

Wahhhhh~~ today as usual gone to work first thing in the morning.. many things going on in office lah.. dont wish to say anything much la... anyway as usual go to work than do the usual stuff.. than sms-ed sharon to tell her I only have $10 with me to collect the tickets to the event~ than she transfered $10 into my account than after work I went down to the place to collect the tickets... Wah that place so hard to find.. than keep calling Brander to ask her where was the place because didn't know where was it, than in the afternoon she went to collect her tickets...

Than lunch time called toko than talked to her abit about her stuff lah~ than today not very busy at work lah~ my I.T personel was trying to fix my office comp to connect to the internet.. than next time no need to fight over 1 computer just to use the internet...

than after work was thinking where to go.. so called Nia ask her wanna go kallang wait for taufik.. she say she didn't want to go because she didn't trust SOMEONE's news (but now she regret.. wanna know why? read on hahaha)... than she asked if aisha wanted to go, than aisha meet me at kallang MRT at 7.40 but she was like 5 mins late~ but never lucky on 5mins not 1 hr~ hahah~~ than after that we took bus 11 to Kallang theather, saw Evon, Clairssa, Alice, Deon, Melissa, Cai Fen and Sofia.. than asked them if they 2 guyz were inside than they say that they went out somewhere else.. than shortly after that Sharon they all arrived... than passed sharon her ticket (haha.. we shall enjoy this sunday wor... HIGH 10x) hahaha~ than after that we wait for about 1/2 hr or so than the 2 guyz came back~ so i went up to taufik than asked him if he got read my letter? than he think awhile than i say "i passed the letter to you at the airport?" than he was like "Oh yah... i rememeber" than i was like so happy~~~ haha~~ didn't care about Sly.. since he got so many ppl around him than I keep sticking to taufik (sorry deon... i know you weren't happy tonight...).... than after that they went in to perform as the opening act for dick lee's concert... than Melissa's fwend called her to let us listen to they guyz sing inside... than we didn't get the 1st song .. than the 2nd song was I Dream by Taufik (it rocked....)!!! than after taufik sing finish than everyone was getting excited because it means that they are coming out already~ me n aisha keep staying around the door area then we were too bored than talked about getting our heads banged on to the door~ because everyone was standing near the door area than I keep asking them stand away because later they open the door than bang into their face~ than cai fen say "better lah.. later sly remember me" hahah~~ i was like "yah better than banging into a glass door~~" hahahaha~~ she got my joke than keep laughing~~~

after that than the person who carried their belongings around came out~ than we asked him if they were coming out than he nodded his head than we were standing around the door cooly when he come to us than asked us to make way~ than we waited for awhile than the doorz opened than we saw Taufik coming out 1st~ but i didn't approach him 1st~ i went up to sly to return him something that he gave me~ than after that i went up to taufik.. requested for a hug than he smiled at me~ than b4 he went up the van again i requested for another hug~~~~ than when he went into the van than i use hand sign show him "I Love You" than he show me back "I Love You Too *flying kiss*".. aisha also tell him that she love him than he wink at her *Sooooo sweet*.. heheheh~~ than after that we took a cab home~ i gave aisha a lift to Little India MRT than I came home with a big Grin =D.. until now still cant stop smiling~~ hahahaha~~ *Taufik Madness Is Going On*~~~~~

SUNDAY~~~ WE SHALL ENJOY OURSELVES~~~ ABSOLUTELY SLY (Sharon ONLY) AND TAUFIK (All Taufik Fanz).....

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X'mas Is Comin'

2004-12-16T13:24:00.000+08:00

Ho Ho Ho~~~ Everyone X'mas is coming soon~ so fasttttttt.... already got plans for X'mas eve~~ wanna go KTV with my palz for X'mas this year.. can't wait~ hehe~ preparing loadz of X'mas gifts for all my collgues and friendz who will be going out with me that very night~ Will also be printing loadz of X'mas Cards so that I can send them to people whom I won't be seeing over X'mas~ Just hope that everything this X'mas will go on fine~ even thought my internet will be gone but I still have a thing called a Handphone and Email? hehe~~ those who has my number please do keep in contact if not than take note of my email (read from previous post)...

I actually have a very special X'mas wish this year~ every year I usually will tell my close friend what is my wish... but this year I shall keep it to myself =P hehe... today at home nothing to do just went surfing the internet and read through some blogs hehe~~ saw 1 blog trashing Sly~ hahaha (see its not only me who dislikes sly~ many other ppl do tooo =P).. but this weekend (sunday).. sly and taufik will be having a event over at some place (keeping the location to myself =P.... ) than I got 2 tickets to the event.. than I'll be bring Sharon along with me~ so that we have 2 person shouting for the 2 guyz~ sharon is Absolutely Sly~~ me is Taufik (so-so lah).. hehe... Oh yah before I forget to say from today onwards I shall be a Absolutely Kenn Lurver~~~~ muhahahahahhahahahahaha~~ KENN ROCK ON!!!!

Ok before I end this post would like to wish all readers a Merry X'mas and Happy New Year~~~~ oh yah new year eve I still planning where to go~ anyone has any ideas? comments? just post into my Taggie tks

JB Trip (Day 2)

2004-10-24T13:23:00.000+08:00

The night before me and pamela set our handphone alarms to wake us up at 7.00am... so we woke up at 7am because we would like to go down to had breakfast.. everyone else was fast asleep except for maggie she also woke up early, when we woke her up she said that she was already up earlier than us she woke up at 6.30am..

After our shower and cleaning up we headed down for breakfast, we didn't eat much as we weren't that hungry~ our motive to go down was actually to see who we could meet downstairs.. we went down about 7.30am than no1 attened to us so we headed could choose our own places to sit.. I choose the table that K-one sat the day b4 when they had their dinner...I was sitting at the place that JR was sitting and Pam sat on the place where Li Yang was sitting (I didn't change heart ok.. I still like darren, but couldn't find his place because he didn't come down for dinner)... we sat there until about 9.30am than we went up to our room.. we actually already went into our rooms put down our bags than we do wat we always do stand outside our rooms looking down at the 15th Storey.. after awhile we saw......... Jian Ning Lao Shi.. wah wah wah~~ me and pam faster run and took the lift down to the 5th storey~ haha~ we were thinking so wasted we should have went down later than could have met Jian Ning Lao Shi than can have breakfast with him~~~ when he saw us he said Hi than he told us he going for breakfast... so we went back to our room again~ than 10 to 15 mins later we again went back down to the 5th storey to see if Jian Ning Lao Shi was done~~ we sat at the chairs outside the restaurant after awhile we saw him walking out, so we called him because pam actually wanted to take a picture with him~ but he told us that his record company didn't allow him to take pictures without his sun-glasses~ so we didn't force him. We just stood outside the restaurant and chatted abit~ after that we took the same lift up back to our own rooms~ was really very glad that I manage to talk to Jian Ning Lao Shi so much~ 1st time actually got to talk to him and see him in his eyes...

When we returned to our rooms everyone was alerady packing up to check out~ we went down to the reception counter~ checked out~ than we hanged around the lobby till 5566 came and went up~ than we waited for both 5566 and kone to come down~~~ than we took a cab to the boreder~ AND HOME SWEET HOME~~~ but I was still missing darren~~~

JB Trip (Day 1)

2004-10-23T13:21:00.000+08:00

I was at work when Pamela called me and ask me if I wanted to go over to malaysia on saturday~ I told her I had to think about it because I wasn't very sure if my parents would allow~ I was actually very very temped to give her the answer Yes on the spot but I am scared if I tell her Yes than my parents don't allow than will be very very malu~ So I called home to ask my mother if i could go and stay 1 night in malaysia and she said Ok~ so I called pamela to give her the answer...

Straight after work I went home to pack my bags and got ready to leave for Malaysia, was very excited because I heard from pamela saying that we will be staying in the Club Suite @ Eden Hotel (Malaysia)... and the thought of getting to see Darren (and of course the rest of K-One) and Real (and of course Faye and Ian too) I wished that I would reach malaysia in the fastest time~ my dad drove me to Queens Street to take the Singapore Malaysia Express bus which brings us into Malaysia's Checkpoint. There is where I'll be meeting Maggie, Ivy, Jacelyn and Pamela.. it took me 1 hour to reach the Malaysia Checkpoint after I reached the checkpoint and met up with them than we took a convertable to the hotel... we were staying in the same hotel as the artise who are coming to malaysia for the Super Concert @ Larkin Stadium... when we reached the hotel we straight away went to check in it took us quiet a long time to check in becuase the hotel receptionist required us to pay extra RM100 (SGD50) for deposit. So all of us didn't have much cash in hand than pamela had SGD50 left in her bank she went to take it out from her bank and paid up for the deposit than we went up to our room~

Once we reached the room we put down our bags than we went down to the supermarket which was located at the shopping mall linked to the hotel.. we bought quiet an amount of stuffs like Frozen Crab Meat, Twistes, a bottle of Coke, Cookies and a packet of cup noodles... than we headed back up to our room, but as we were walking back to our room I saw F.I.R walking towards their room, they were holding their bags and I guess they just reached and checked into their hotel~ we kept walking in and out of our hotel room as we left the main door open... we got to see Huang YiDa, Z Chen, Van Fan.. but the weird thing is there was no sight of K-One~ So we deceided to go downstairs to wait for them~~~ who knows that after awhile of waiting all the artise started to leave the hotel~ we guessed they went for rehursals for the Super Concert after a while we saw K-one leaving the hotel which was around 4plus 5.... was very very happy to see darren walking as normal again~ i shouted for him and said Hi and waved at him... he saw me than he waved back and said hi too~ was very very happy to K-one after they left the hotel we went back to our rooms again and had our meals than went to Eden Shopping Centre for a walk~~
There wasn't much to walk there but it was better than staying in our rooms the whole day~ haha~ we went up to the arcade to have a look than we went to their shopping mall (something like our Metro).. than we walked about 1/2 hr to 45 min than we headed back to our rooms again~ this time we stayed inside our rooms until 8plus? or maybe earlier? not very sure~ but I rememeber we stayed in our rooms quiet long than we went downstairs to wait for K-one see if they came back from rehursals.... when we went down we waited about 15 to 20 mins than everyone started to come back~ everyone but K-one and FIR~ haha~ we were waiting very very patiently hoping that whenever someone comes in it would be K-one!~ finially we waited and they came back~ the weird thing is~ we rememeber seeing Gino and Li Yang taking the lift up back to their rooms but the weird thing is that we only saw Kido and JR walking back to their rooms~ we actually thoght that Gino and Li Yang walked faster than Kido and JR so we didn't think that much~ until later at night me and pam saw someone leave their room than thought that it was darren~ so everyone went downstairs to wait for that "so-called darren" to come back~ slowly as time passed everyone was very very tired so 3 of them left to back to our rooms to sleep~ there was only left me and maggie waiting downstairs~ we waited till around 12.30 than we deceided to go up~ but maggie was still sitting on the chair~ suddenly maggie tapped my shoulder and pointed to somone and said "Is that Jian Ning Lao Shi" I look and say "yeah" than I asked maggie to take the same lift up with him.. I was actually kinda shocked that he would allow us to take the same lift as him~ he wasn't scared of us at all~ I think if that was darren he wouldn't be talking to us already he would be keep quiet.. Jian Ning Lao Shi got ask us are we going to the Super Concert, we told him we didn't have tickets than he told us to get it from the people in charge~ I told him that it would be possiable, if they would give I chop my head down for him.... than he also asked us if we weren't here for the concert why are we here? than I tell him we are here to see you all thats all~ than he said thank you and he was so touched~ before he walked off to his room he shaked me and maggie's hand~ hehe~~~ after that we headed back to our rooms took our showers than headed to bed~ me and pam couldn't sleep so we talked through out the night till next morning~

My Birthday Chalet

2004-10-15T13:18:00.000+08:00

Yo ya'll today I'll be heading off to my birthday chalet~ aint really very happy because alot of my palz got stuff in hand so can't make it to the chalet~ but also very happy that I've got my other palz to accompany me tonight over at the chalet (thanks maggie, jace, yanling n ivy).. still looking forward to saturday because can BBQ le~~ wahahhaha~~~ lucky my previous sore throat already recovered le (all thanks to darren i got a sore throat..)... heard from my pal that Darren can walk already~ yay very happy~ I remember I send him a email not long ago (its my 3rd email to him).. I also told him my 21st birthday coming~ haiz how I wish he could reply my email to wish me a happy birthday~ hahaha~ maybe in my dreams ba~

Anyway just wanna let all those people who comes to my blog, I won't be coming online starting from today till sunday because I'll be at the chalet~ anything you all can call my Handphone, if you all dun have my number can email to tbc_4eva@hotmail.com okie?

Chao~